Sometimes

Sometimes it happens
Even when we don't want it to,
Maybe accidently
Maybe unknowingly
We hurt others
We realize we did
We want to apologise...

But then...Its just that,
Let her make the move,
Let her show concern for me,
Let me see if I value to her anymore,
Let her let her let her..

No matter how hard you try
The efforts should cry
Try until then
We know 
That we all just pretend.

We pretend that we are okay
We pretend that it doesn't bother us anymore
We pretend our lives are perfect
We pretend to forget about it
We do succeed but for how long?
For a week? maybe for a month or two.
Or maybe even for years ?
But maybe for life ? Can be.

But sometimes we all do recall
At some point of time we do miss
Our minds don't accept
But our hearts do
We want to
But we don't want to
Because...
Sometimes! It does happen.

We search through social networking sites
Once we are satisfied
Everything is going great in her life,
But without 'ME'!!

That is when it hurts the most
For I always thought that I meant world to you,
But everything is falling right in its place, isn't it?
But for whom?
For her? For me? For us?
No! For our egos
That never let us come close again!

Birthdays after birthdays
Anniversaries after anniversaries
All festivals that past these years
I always expected her to wish
Atleast once, but she never does
You know why ?
Because I never did !!
That's about ego
Sometimes ...It just does..spoil everything and ruins to pieces which cannot be mended again!

To the days..

To the days I don't do anything productive,
To the days I spend just sitting around and playing pranks,
To the days I have been idle and did nothing but everything that takes to earn a living,
To the days I have spent just dreaming lying on the bed wondering about future,
To the days I have thought I would land up in a foreign land,
To the days I have just watched television for hours together,
To the days I have spent just listening to sad songs which have made me feel even worse,
To the days I have just sat back home and watched like 4 movies a day,
To the days I have spent at malls eating and roaming around,
To the days when everyone told me raise your lazy ass and get to work for the time that's gone doesn't come back again,
And finally to the day I realized what should I do and what I have been doing,
Then I started doing what I should do but again I was too bored to continue,
So I thought I should take a little power nap which continues even now and I think I would always be lazy somehow,
For,maybe, being lazy makes me feel me.
Regards,
             Jueel!

THE END!

It's all going to end one day,
The wild wind that blows
And makes your blood cold
The rains that want to continue raining for like days after days and nights after nights,
The nights that make you go to bed
But keep your eyes wide open
Heart thinks about her
The way she smiles and looks down
The way she puts her hair that come in way,

behind her soft ears
Everything  flashes like a movie

That is screened late night
However you  are alone in the theatre and mind you, 

Without popcorn!
All you have is tears in your eyes and memories in your mind,
Arms that are open for her,

So that you feel protected and loved again!

And make her feel that she belongs to you and ONLY you.
But trust me love it's all going to end one day. 
                                                                                                                  Hope,
                                                                                                                         Jueeli

The loved one!

You are a guy handsome and tall,
No matter what you are loved by all,
Since the day you have crawled.

Your best friends were bat and ball,
Later you did swimming and all,
Siddharth is what you are called,
You have the best heart amongst us all.

You have a dimple in your cheek,
We thought you were a geek,
But you turned out to be a freak!
You are unique and have a great physique.

We have slowly gone apart,
But you have always been in my heart,
I have seen you growing from a distance,
And wished the best for you at every instance.

You are my only brother,
As there is no other,
Though we have always been together,
There is a need to spend time with one another.

You are my brother by blood
And my love for you always floods
You are meant to shine
So one day you will
I know I believe and you will.
                                               Regards,
                                                         Jueeli

Fight it little soldier!

You are not bad
You are a very good person, who bad things have happened to.
However it doesn't matter because  life is not divided into good people and death eaters.
So yeah. Everyone has good and bad sides.
The difference comes what each one decides to show.
If you've shown your bad side it means you don't worry about what others think about you.
You are pretty strong to handle everything by your own.
I'm not saying you should be bad I am saying you should be yourself no matter what!

Global lives project, Muttu Kumar

       Firstly this is a reblog ! But, worth reading. This is a story about Muttu Kumar – a boy from Hampi, India. A village boy whose parents were separated at early age and he had to earn his living. He is a boy who hardly went to school yet knows Kannad, Hindi, French, German, Italian and English as well.

He is usual but unusual. He studied for 6 years in school. Later on left school and started selling postcards as he lived in a very well known tourist place called Hampi where the famous Virupaksha Temple is located. Due to stick communication he managed to learn English and earn his living. His aim is to buy an autorickshaw, a vehicle that he wants to use to transport his tourist members from one place to another and expand his business.

       Some of you may think that buying an autorickshaw and that being his dream is kind of funny but remember what u did at the age of 18? What were u planning at that age? Of course! Cultural differences play a great role! No doubt!

       Moreover, while telling about his life he mentions about his sister who got married and left their home to live at her husband’s place, according to the Indian tradition. You can find out more about him on Global lives Project site. There is a video where he tells about his life journey.The link is posted below! Have a look!

                                      Regards,

                                               Jueeli

the link:http://globallives.org/blog/participants/muttu-kumar-hampi-india/#.UZx25pMlY-c.facebook

The dynamic duos

The Dynamic Duo’s

s’onp ɔıɯɐuʎp ǝɥʇ

                     A true friend is one who doesn’t get tired of listening to your pointless drama over n over again! Well, I don’t know about anyone else but I do have such a friend! A real friend who bares all my nonsense 24x7! To describe that person I would surely love to use abusive words because that’s the way we describe our besties isn’t it..?? hahaha! But to maintain the so called “sophistication” I would like to start off with a foodie, a maniac, a pervert, an idiot,  benevolent , affectionate, very handsome (not sarcastic at all, you got to really trust me on this) , a total freak, rather more appropriate in calling a football freak, very understanding , very helpful , my so called “fire brigade” !! Uhh I guess that’s too much!! Well to describe this guy I never fall short of words…I can still go on and on and on….hahaha! Well finally buddy you are truly a bestie! No doubt! I know you since last 2 years. But I still feel I know this fool for decades. And the name is Nishad Ingale!

          

         No boasting but he is an amazing mixture of humor and brains!! These two things together describe him the best!! He sees the first tear catches the second one and stops the third one! Every person expects such a friend in one’s life! All humans I have met till date, you are amongst the finest one! A real friend! A companion! A mentor! Through my past experiences I did learn that people change very often!  Well recent past would be more correct! The friend who seems to be the best one at a moment turns into a not so good friend so easily! A little mistake here and there and people show off their glowing colors. Once upon a time the only good one you considered, you shared your joys and your sorrows, your every little move and the same person turns into a demon! A little harsh in words but very true. Well not going too much into past but yeah loosing true friends does create an empty space! Sometimes I do feel like filling up those spaces but the very next moment I feel letting those spaces remain empty is a better decision! Rather a better option!

      No cribbing! Past is past! And to forget these bitter memories you played the best role buddy!!  A very true quote, 

                        Hard times reveal “True Friends”

     I wish every person has a friend like you! Each and every person! I’m a real fortunate bandi to have you as my best friend! I hope things never change between us. I hope even after years when our hair turn grey we still meet and you call out in the middle of the road  screaming Kenii!! Ofcourse with that dancing bbm expression and me calling you out yelling Nishu with that “not interested” bbm expression!! Hahaha! Life in Ruia is so much fun with you! *big hug* !!  

   Best Regards,

         Keni (well this time its Nishu style)